Aim
to please
lonely
but lonelier with you
i can no longer aim to please
i give and you take
but if you cannot
understand my silence
you cannot understand my words
i know your sweet caress is tempting
it leaves me feeling
less than empty
lonelier with you
i can no longer aim to please
i can feel the long cold stare
world get away from me
force feed me your ideals
world get away from me
genocide is everywhere
world get away from me
don't you know the end is near
world get away from me but
in an insane world
the sane man appears to be insane
i could never be like you
leave me alone eyes that have seen
you know what i mean
my only fuel is my frustration
and anger making me grow stronger
by the twitching of my thumb
something wicked this way comes
because what has been done
cannot be undone
there is no beginning
and there is no end
there's only voices dancing
in my head
when darkness falls sadness reins
and there is no safe place
but brick by brick
and piece by piece
every road can lead to nowhere
but there are rhythms
that make or break you
patterns of energy
that completely rape you
open wounds stagnation fakes you
there are doors that
we must break through
but i need your confidence my friend
it seemed so real
yet only he could see him
please hold my hand
so i won't die alone
and it's all too real
don't disappear don't disappear
and she said
please hold my hand
so i won't die alone
please disappear please disappear
and you used to know me
but now you far from know me
he said no one really knows me
she said no one really knows me
but still i want
i want to live in your eyes
but for now the tears fall
like ice cold drops of comfort
sweet comfort sweet suicide
everything is nothing
nothing is everything
love hate pleasure and pain
is all the same
you do not feel what i feel
you do not see what i see
love hate pleasure pain
everything is nothing
permanent nothing
I know i need you
i am you you are me
darkest lord sacred serenity
please help me face my fear
lost and lonely when your not there
tap a vein release your pain
i am you you are me
peacemaker life taker
take me away
but you won't live to call me a liar
i've got piano wire
i am you you are me
peacemaker life taker
kill me quickly
any street any city
bullets fly & mothers cry
you know the steel never lies
helpless cries over lifeless eyes
gone forever in a blink of an eye
judge & jury with no compromise
you know the steel never lies
helpless cries over lifeless eyes
waiting for forever
but forever never comes
forever never more
forever never more
anywhere everywhere
bullets fly & mothers cry
you know the steel never lies
judge & jury with no compromise
chosen sides separate prides
you the steel never lies
finally looked you in the eyes today
i know i never have before
but i saw hesitation in your eyes
you looked away and tried to ignore
why do these walls exist between us
can it be our own self-righteous pride
but i wish i could break through to you
and show you what i have inside
my true colors never shown
in a world that's so unkind
i'd like to take your preconceptions
and smash them right before your eyes
i wonder how you see me
you wonder how i see you
maybe these visions
we have of each other are all untrue
why do we always have to be this way
invisible walls between you and i
why do we only see what we choose
to see through preconceptions eyes
why do these inhibitions guide our lives
because you see the more we search
the less see we find
have i left too much unlived life behind
finally looked you in the eyes today
i know i never have before
but i saw hesitation in your eyes
you looked away and tried to ignore
why do these walls exist between us
can it be our own self-righteous pride
but i wish i could break through to you
and show you what i have inside
my true colors never shown
in a world that's so unkind
i'd like to take your preconceptions
and smash them right before your eyes
i wonder how you see me
you wonder how i see you
maybe these visions
we have of each other are all untrue
why do we always have to be this way
invisible walls between you and i
why do we only see what we choose
to see through preconceptions eyes
why do these inhibitions guide our lives
because you see the more we search
the less see we find
have i left too much unlived life behind